why am i so undecided?

When it comes to my food choices, life changing choices, hair color or boyfriends I'm the most undecided person I ever met. I always try harder to get to better stages but i always seem to walk with my feet going toward the opposite direction. I always end up regreting many things because of my stubborness and I think it shows in my physical features. My hair is bright yellow blonde and it is dry and dull because I was blonde, then brunette, then a mixed and now it is light as it can be. When it comes to relationships I am always the dumpy always looking for a better catch and then go back to what I considered before not good enough. Right now i am in a possition where i didn't expect to be but I should have because I know myself quite well. As i mentioned in my other blog I quit my waitress possition and started my new job working in the retail business and it sucks. Why am i am so undecited?Why am i always debating and comparing and contrast and making such bad decisions? now I am just hoping ruby tuesday takes me back in order to work the two jobs. I seem to only make matters worst all the time. Good luck to me this time around.